Literature
Think.
I like to think. It calms my nerves in a way; as if when I get lost in thought, the whole world pauses and I don't have to deal with any of it at the moment. I am free. Free to think without being judged, free to be who I truly want to be, free to be me. Sometimes I like to daydream about what would happen if I wasn't shy. If I had real friends. Don't get me wrong, I am grateful for my close aquatints, but I wish I had some actual friends. Friends who I could say whatever without being judged, friends who like me for who I truly am, friends who like me for me. That's why I think. I think and think. I get lost, then wander back. I dream about